Day 118

After my late night saying bye to Jen, I only slept 4 hours until it was time for breakfast. I ate with UVM Jen and some of her friends. I had talked myself out of napping at all today, so I showered and repacked all morning while watching some shows. After the majority of my packing was done, I saw Esther’s door was open so I went in to talk with her for a couple hours. She was leaving later this evening, so her room was all packed up. I left her to go make lunch out of whatever food I had left and was watching White Collar. I started to drift off watching White Collar. When I woke up, I heard Esther’s voice, so I went back to visit her and it turned out her mom was here! They were so cute! And Esther was so excited to go home, it made me a bit jealous. I sat and talked with them; later, we were joined by Kate and Katie, and, eventually, Louise too. We all helped bring a load of stuff to their car. We all hugged Esther and said our goodbyes before going to dinner. Jen and Liz decided to tag along to dinner to socialize. I went back to my room and skyped my lovely boy. When I had finished, I texted Kate asking if I could steal her away; instead, she came in with Jen and Liz. At that moment, I was just thinking, okay, all of you may leave right now. However, once they left I’d have to give them hugs and I really did not want to hug someone I have no respect for. Instead, I stuck it out for over an hour, not talking at all, basically to force the awkwardness. Finally, Liz left to go to the bathroom and I started the goodbyes. Unfortunately, they took longer than it did for Liz to pee, so she came back. She stood awkwardly and approach for a hug, so I made it quick with a “bye” and that was all she got. They left and I was too pissed about it all so I couldn’t fall asleep for a couple of hours, leaving me to only sleep 3 hours after my previous night of only 4 hours.